I want to watch The Royal Tenenbaums.
But I’m almost too sad to do that. Anyone that knows me knows that is one of my favorite movies of all time, but I can’t bring myself to do so. I should be doing homework, but I lack the energy. I just want to cry. I would like to feel boneless so that I could just fall on the floor and melt into the Earth. I wouldn’t say that I doubt anyone has ever felt this because I know that there are people in situations worse than mine and that I’m complaining about nothing, but this feeling of despair…I’m tired of it.