December 2009
I’m so tired of everything. I’m lucky if I smile throughout the day anymore. The only thing that made me laugh today was hanging out with my brother, I think he knows something’s wrong with me. But I’m glad he doesn’t say it. I feel like crying over everything, but it’s all the things I can’t control that get to me. I honestly don’t know what to do...
Soo0o0o, its Christmas Eve today, and honestly, I think I’m the Grinch’s lost child or something, because I’ve lost my Christmas spirit this year. Haha, idk. I feel like everyone just fucked over the true meaning of Christmas. It’s supposed to be about celebrating Jesus’ birthday. But what everyone turned it into, is a day where you show off how much money you have...
theblaahg:
Just Jack - Writer’s Block
“My...
Jack Smith
alanis:
‘Doctor, doctor, tell me, please… Is my brain a germ or a disease?’
I wish he was still alive :[
Well well well, look what the cat dragged in?! :D
Haha fucking Jayr.
regiiiigook:
Jayr
i had to close my eyes walking
just kevin
we saw blind side
2:03amOriana
hahahah wtf jayr you make it seem like you went to the moon an dback
hahaha
?/blind side
2:04amJayr
hahahhaa
yeah
about the football player
and how he was taken in by a white family
then he gets drafted to nfl and shit
its cool
2:05amOriana
Hahahaha wtf i never expected blind side to be a...
vvvvv the last post
Why is that quote worth a post? Because if you really pay attention to it, it’s saying that there’s a world within a world. Meaning that we are a world of our own.
Alright, so if you really think about this, this quote could mean that we’re just an experiment, in such a form that if we’re stuck inside another planet, there’s something else taking control over our...
“The most beautiful thing in the world is, of course, the world itself.”
– Wallace Stevens
dreams?
regiiiigook:
I’ve seriously had the weirdest dreams lately, and i dont know what’s causing it. I know dreams happen in the brain and shit, and I used to study ‘Lucid’ dreaming. Lucid dremaing is taking control over your dream and putting it into your own hands. What made me start thinking shit like this, is when i first encountered a “paralysis state” while sleeping, or in my mom’s fob words...
Well,
I don’t really know why I haven’t blogged in a while. I’ve actually been really stressed, which is why I think I haven’t blogged. I mean, so much can go on in one person’s head, but a head can only take so much. Half the time I’m confused, and half the time I’m in a daze. I’m glad I’m good at hiding a lot of my stuff, honestly. I think maybe...
“For indoor and outdoor use only.”
– Japanese Advertisement
Alright, so these days have been good. They’ve been giving me an opportunity to experiment with this black hoodie from Charlotte Russe, and I fucking love it. Hahaha, I feel like I’ve bonded more with Mom in this weather. I guess cause it’s so cold, you don’t wanna go outside, leading us to having conversations about shit that’s in her head, and shit that’s in...
Wow, you never realize how much you miss people until you talk to them after a long period of time.
Arrrighttt, so my homie4lyfe came back from El Do to THS. So that’s cool, i mean, i wasn’t havin’ fun at school anymore. :l but no i is. :D
Haha, and today it was nice watchin’ television, and i’m doing my laundry right now as we speak.
Yeaz.
World War 2
So, today I was having one of those days i used to have in summer school. And in those days, I’d sit in class listening to our British teacher, Mr. Jones talk about World History, and I must say that if it weren’t for him teaching in summer school, i wouldn’t like history as much today. Well, I realized that my favorite part in history has to be World War 2, and I don’t...
